[His bones itch. London has settled down once again, back into something approaching sleepy mien when set against its passing madness, but Constantine has been unable to forget. He thinks, and often, of the heart's blood he spilled to help drive a demon back into the wrappings of a woman-child, of Nina grinning with Ophelia's mouth. He thinks of magic burning through his veins like a particularly visceral trip, of Balthazar's toothy jeering, and of Haven's little tin soldiers throwing themselves bodily into the fiery fray. John thinks of Eli's composure cracked, then taped over back into place as they plus her little king of the necromancers descended on the decrepit church. He thinks of having been able to taste his own end -- again -- and as he lay on the ground bleeding out into the earth, he could almost hear Heaven and Hell gearing up as one for gleeful business.
And then he was dragged back with mouth full of his blood and others' besides, and now he itches down to his bones and focuses on the slow maddening sensation of that, rather than circle 'round to a false world where Kit Ryan still loves him. The loss won't eat him alive this time, oh no. But it's enough to leave him feeling hollow, and as the days wind on, becoming longer and longer, everything invariably circles back to Ophelia and the man Stone. And John Constantine knows something is off, something is wrong, but can only wonder whether or not he cares enough to chase it to final solution.]Look at us, then, we merry survivors. Fought the night off yet again; now to wait for the congratulatory glad-handing and back-patting. How many of those funerals we've all been haunting wind up being for Librarians?
[Ophelia]Going to assume you're still sewn up. All quiet on the western front?